我的快樂 Wŏ De Kuài Lè [My Happiness] by Jing Xui Er Chong Chang

徘了徊了走了错了过了等了假的真的空的烦的乱的等的都是真的
pái le huái le zǒu le cuò le guò le děng le jiǎ de zhēn de kōng de fán de luàn de děng de dōu shì zhēn de
Forward Backward I ran I stumbled I overcame I waited
False Real Empty Boring Messy Everything's real

疯了的透明的慌忙的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
fēng le de tòu míng de huāng máng de jiāo lǜ de fù zá de mèng guò de yǒng yǒu de shī qù de zěn mo wàng ne
Insane Transparent Blurred Disturbing Complicated
I dreamed I had I lost How do I forget it all?

我受过的伤害都是亲爱的你
wǒ shòu guò de shāng hài dōu shì qīn ài de nǐ
All the wounds I received were because of the beloved you

那天的我等着你等成了摆设
nà tiān de wǒ děng zhe nǐ děng chéng le bǎi shè
*the part I don't understand*

我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
wǒ de nǐ de tā de hǎo de huài de nán de huī de lán de huáng de suān de tián de kǔ de dōu huán jì de
Mine Yours His Good Bad Hard Grey Blue Yellow Sour Sweet Bitter
I still remember them all

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我心要换你的真的不行那么只得放了
fēi cháng xiǎng yào wàng de jué duì bù néng wàng de wǒ xīn yào huàn nǐ de zhēn de bù xíng nà me zhī de fàng le
Want to forget so much
Can't forget at all
My heart wants to exchange with you
I really don't want to let go like that

环岛的火车载着我第几天了
huán dǎo de huǒ chē zài a wǒ dì jǐ tiān le
The train has been carrying me for some days

忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
hū rán fā xiàn zhè yī kè wǒ bù xiǎng nǐ le
I suddenly realize I don't miss you this one moment

我的快乐会回来的
wǒ de kuài lè huì huí lái de
My happiness will come back

只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
zhī yào qīng chǔ céng ài de nà mo shēn kè
If I once loved that deeply

不准问值不值得
bù zhǔn wèn zhí bù zhí de
Asking whether it was worth or not isn't allowed

我的快乐会回来的
wǒ de kuài lè huì huí lái de
My happiness will come back

离开不是谁给了谁的选择
lí kāi bú shì shéi gěi le shéi de xuǎn zé
Parting isn't something one can choose